I've break one of my resolution in 2012 which i must be happy. Me not happy at all, in fact for the past 2 months. I miss my old life during my army times and even before that. As well my old friends and buddy. You guys know who I'm talking about and you're still the best i would say. No offend to current friends right now, you guys are good too but i bet you all also will miss your old life spending with your friends. am i right? :) I miss the old time, when we are chilling at one of our friends house almost every week once or twice. We even heart to heart talk and there's no secret among of us. We don't use fake masks to talk to each other. Until now, we are still contacting each other but just that, all of us are busy on our own stuffs and there's no time for us to meet up :(

it's sad that among the group of friends, i'm the one who's change alot. Especially my life. This was told by one of my best friend, shawn "he's said, i used to understand you very well, know your character from head to toe, your family issues but what happen to you this few years? and why are you changing so much? which i can't understand you well :(" I would say I'm trying to protect myself right now. Been hurt by so many friends are the main causes. Friends i've thousand of it but who will always be the one standing beside me when i need them the most?

However, words can't even explain more in detail. I just want to hug someone and cry. Again, I'm not too weak, just that I'm too emotional. I don't care, I just wanna be myself.

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Secondary school friends and also my buddies :))

Till now we still contacting each other but then i miss you all so much!~

ITE friends :) Miss all those friends so much!~

still remember we skip one of our lesson and all of us went for a movie!~ hahaha

SAF army friends :)) All of you are awesome and i miss you guys!~

[signing off @ 2347hrs]