2011 is gonna end and 2012 is coming soon. I've been waiting for this moment to write it in my post. I believe everyone of you must have gone through something which Im also one of you all, gone through this and that. When each thing happen on me, i told myself i have to grow stronger. Not gonna let anyone or others to hurt me again :)

Really appreciate these three person have been through with me in this year. Not going to say out their names. Just only name it as H, W, E. firstly, i have to apologize for not showing their photo.

H, is the very first guy. He's a hair-stylist. 25yrs old and always love to go gym after his work.

It has never been good to write about someone you bumped into especially someone who was sweet at first and ended up a disaster. He's sweet talker that always melted my heart. The very first dating with him, while i was working and he waited for me nearly 3hours. When i reached, he didn't even angry. This really melted my heart. He's good i would say. During our relationship, It's so sucky that i have became sandwich between him and my best friend which also AJ. End up, there's some other people trying to be bitches on us. Spending life with him still alright. After the last week, we started to notice that we can't really click well. But, at that point he really hurt me so much because of his action. Nothing much to say. Lasted nearly 4 months.

W, when i was upset of the broken apart with H. from that point i started to mix with some other friends in clubbing. He added me in facebook. And realize he's a hair stylist too. He's a person who also love to go gym during his free time but i found out he is the only one which have a very unique style which really get my attention. Not a really good sweet talker. But always speak out how's his feel and everything from his heart. It's petty sad that we didn't last long, due to im the third party. which myself can't even accept it and again, another hurt for me. Till now, we are brother. He still taking care and concern me well. And always keep telling me those life experience. Lasted for a month.

E, we know each other for 4 months but didn't really meet up. After meeting up for the first time it's feel so comfortable. He's cute by the way. he really think mature. We started dating for a month and started or relationship. he's sweet and caring. I would say i love him so much. can't believe, i knee down on 11-11-11, 11.11pm outside plaza sing and tell him the three magic words because we promise some daring stuff. In this relationship i've really learn alot. he taught me alot also and even help me to sort some other things.... Till now, he the last person im still in love with.....

These are what happened previously till now. Love is full of passion but at the same time it's full of hatred too. We should stop thinking of hatred and throw it away. Hard to do? It's take time eventually. You will need to learn how to forgive and forget. We won't know that what's gonna happen in the future. But always do your best to secure what's the best at this very true moment. The most important thing is that treasure every moment with your loves one.

Okay, i should stop here. gonna prepare for fishing later on with my bff shawn and alvin.

i would wish everyone Happy New year 2012 advance :) May all you guys happy and take care:) xoxo

[Signing off @ 1409hrs]