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•Monday, December 12, 2011•

Chapter ONE
Morning people:) Every morning once i open up my eyes to see the beautiful world. i surely would check my phone with a smile while looking at your simple morning text and Yes, but today i receive a text that you went to hospital. It's making me worry. but at last you are at home right now. The feeling towards me now, is i really wanna go to your house and see you on the spot.

Woke up, with a bad migraine and heartache which was the worst feeling I'm having right now. i still cant get this point. Yes, my fault that didn't tell you earlier. but end up, i told you after the night And my fault for can't remember your numbers, Yes. I tell you once i reached home and charge my phone, Not that i didn't tell you at all and you found out by yourself. This is how you think about me wearing a fake mask? Yes, i wear fake mask towards fake friends but surely i don't wear fake mask towards my loves. It's hurt to see you like this, you might not know mine hurts is more hurt than yours right now... did you know i miss you so much. this miss nothing can describe about it.. In this world does anyone really understand me well?... once i said it's hard for you guys to understand me well. try harder. i would thanks god about it if you guys does. Really appreciate to some of my friends who's concern about me. I'm sorry with that attitude towards you guys but really wanna thanks you guys much with a smile:)

Still remember one of my best buddy told me this : The clock is ticking, time do not wait and sit still. You shall accept who you are and move on. Just keep smiling will ya? :)

Suddenly this impact me already. Anythings happen i should put a smile towards people and people will appreciate it. Anything happen is good for me to solve it as fast as i can. Hanging at there is so sucky right now. Sometime, there are things that can't solve that fast, It's need time for it. Everyday i've to learn something new for my life...

Oh man, i've so many school assignment has not done yet. Action-script coding is killing me like now. I have to back up, left three more days for submission. Yeah, with a smile that i can do it.

Somehow, i like day dreaming. but always i have two dreams. First dream, i wanna be a graphic and web designer, which now i having my diploma in Temasek Polytechnic. Second dream, i wanna be a Flight steward. Not, many people know that. I love to travel. i wanna travel every places with a smile to everyone. Especially with my loves.

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Everyone love to smile, but every smile bring out different meaning.
You guess why am i smiling?

[Signing off @ 0952hrs]