2011 is gonna end and 2012 is coming soon. I've been waiting for this moment to write it in my post. I believe everyone of you must have gone through something which Im also one of you all, gone through this and that. When each thing happen on me, i told myself i have to grow stronger. Not gonna let anyone or others to hurt me again :)

Really appreciate these three person have been through with me in this year. Not going to say out their names. Just only name it as H, W, E. firstly, i have to apologize for not showing their photo.

H, is the very first guy. He's a hair-stylist. 25yrs old and always love to go gym after his work.

It has never been good to write about someone you bumped into especially someone who was sweet at first and ended up a disaster. He's sweet talker that always melted my heart. The very first dating with him, while i was working and he waited for me nearly 3hours. When i reached, he didn't even angry. This really melted my heart. He's good i would say. During our relationship, It's so sucky that i have became sandwich between him and my best friend which also AJ. End up, there's some other people trying to be bitches on us. Spending life with him still alright. After the last week, we started to notice that we can't really click well. But, at that point he really hurt me so much because of his action. Nothing much to say. Lasted nearly 4 months.

W, when i was upset of the broken apart with H. from that point i started to mix with some other friends in clubbing. He added me in facebook. And realize he's a hair stylist too. He's a person who also love to go gym during his free time but i found out he is the only one which have a very unique style which really get my attention. Not a really good sweet talker. But always speak out how's his feel and everything from his heart. It's petty sad that we didn't last long, due to im the third party. which myself can't even accept it and again, another hurt for me. Till now, we are brother. He still taking care and concern me well. And always keep telling me those life experience. Lasted for a month.

E, we know each other for 4 months but didn't really meet up. After meeting up for the first time it's feel so comfortable. He's cute by the way. he really think mature. We started dating for a month and started or relationship. he's sweet and caring. I would say i love him so much. can't believe, i knee down on 11-11-11, 11.11pm outside plaza sing and tell him the three magic words because we promise some daring stuff. In this relationship i've really learn alot. he taught me alot also and even help me to sort some other things.... Till now, he the last person im still in love with.....

These are what happened previously till now. Love is full of passion but at the same time it's full of hatred too. We should stop thinking of hatred and throw it away. Hard to do? It's take time eventually. You will need to learn how to forgive and forget. We won't know that what's gonna happen in the future. But always do your best to secure what's the best at this very true moment. The most important thing is that treasure every moment with your loves one.

Okay, i should stop here. gonna prepare for fishing later on with my bff shawn and alvin.

i would wish everyone Happy New year 2012 advance :) May all you guys happy and take care:) xoxo

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Hello, people. It's been 10 days which i didn't post anything. Would like to talk about how's my life and what happen between this few days. There's up and down. So guys, thanks for reading:)

I've already started my part-time job in this two weeks due to my school vacation, working as Multimedia/Sound Specialist. Can't believe Im working part-time job in this company nearly 6 years. Would say, Im enjoying working over here and one of my 9 years BFF Shawn working same line as me:) So glad that, he always be the one standing beside me and be my listening ear.

Oh well. First day of working which was last week of tuesday and i've been invited for the early Christmas lunch buffet @ Sheraton Tower. Lunch are so awesome, till now i still can't forget the dessert "Christmas Pudding". lick finger:)

This are some of my working colleague's :)

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Christmas eve celebration. I was at Alan place helping Dyson preparing Christmas Dinner for the day. There's also pot luck. Which everyone gonna bring one dish to the house. From the afternoon preparing till evening. I love helping out in kitchen, there's no other reasons and maybe from young i've been helping mummy. It's so tiring but also the best memories ever :)

This are our food/dishes for the day. awesome right?

We even drank red wine and liquor :)

After our dinner, took some group photo

and even had our gifts exchange :)

Me and Ronald :)

After our dinner we still look hungry. lololol

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Actual christmas celebration was at Universal Studio and meeting each other at vivo city at 9-am. (rino, ruchin, jayjay ben and wayne) 6 of us. The first ride was roller coaster. It scared me to the hell while queuing because it is my first time taking this ride and Im the person who don't dare to take those extreme roller coaster but we took 9 time for the roller coaster ride. Shocking right? haha. We are so crazy on that day. Running here and there totally looks like small kids. Had our lunch over there to fill up our energy. The best part is transformer ride And even enjoying watching firework :)

really enjoy much much with them :) i bet all of us are voiceless now.

Im voiceless, have been screaming too much that day.

I should stop here. gonna continue my post in next few days. Stay tune! :)

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It has been 11 days we didn't meet each other. I miss baby rino so much. Both of us were so busy on our own stuff. I was busy on my schooling last week and you was busy on your work in army. We did text or call each other everyday. But, finally today we meet up for dinner. Honestly speaking, whenever I'm meeting you, it feels so happy even my heart beat just increasing to the max :)

Wanted to put a small little note inside your wallet. Can't get a chance to put it in. End up, only manage to put it in his shopping bag. I was so worry that you didn't saw that and throw the shopping bag. But thanks god you saw it:)

We went to Plaza Singapura, Yoshinoya and had our dinner with Jay-Jay. Afterward, we were slacking at Starbucks. Ordering our favorite drinks, White Chocolate Mocha is for me and Chocolate Mocha is for baby:)

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Me and baby was wearing the same kind of shirt!!

we didn't tell each other what are we going to wear... hehe.

But then... i find it so cute:)

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Whole day accompany with mummy and my neighbor children, Zatty. It's been long time i've didn't spend some my time with mummy. Really enjoy spending time with her today:) For our early dinner we found a place which called "Berseh Food Centre". There are so many foods/dishes were recommended over there :)

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She's cute by the way, i just don't know why in this photo, Zatty look so awkward.

She just like to take picture with funny expression :)

This lady on top which is my mummy:) She's young and beautiful.

Herbal Crocodile Soup, Red Wine Chicken and Vegetable with oyster sauce.

A simple dinner with mummy will brighter my day :)

Really appreciate it.

Sometime i wondering why, i hate mummy so much. But time goes by, i eventually love her as much as i hate her. Slowly, believe that i won't hate her anymore. When i was young i always gave her a big huggies before heading to bed or give her a goodnight kiss. It's feel so sweet. I believe you guys also did that when you are young. Don't you? :) But for now, i don't do that.I will look at her when she asleep and told myself thanks mummy for everything, thanks for spending your youth working so hard for us. I love you so much :)

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Everyday i've been missing my baby Rino much. It's feel so warm and comfortable after knowing you and feel so sweet that can stick with someone else that you love, care and concern with. But another way it's give me a moment of fear too. I used to see others couple from the starting point of relationship it's so beautiful and sweet but ends with a bad ending. Honestly speaking i can't afford to lose this. It's give me some kind of fear:(

Always before heading to my seductive bed, i will thanks god that you had given me a wonderful life right now with my baby and loves. This make me even feel that i have to precious my life with no complain but with a smile:) I am truly in love with you, baby. I know I'm such a problematic boy with lot's of flaws. Really thanks for accepting me. In return, i will use my whole hearty to love you.

So guys, may i have your blessing? :)

Somehow, i like day dreaming. but always i have two dreams. First dream, i wanna be a graphic and web designer, which now i having my diploma in Temasek Polytechnic. Second dream, i wanna be a Flight steward. Not, many people know that. I love to travel. i wanna travel every places with a smile to everyone. Especially with my loves.

Im enjoyed my life in this past one year with my friends. Things always happen like a thunder strike. i gain alot of friends and i lost alot of friends too. In my life there's up and down as well there's people hurting me but in the end what i have learnt is to improve my life. My body is getting worst. i have run away lot of time for my check up past few months. When i started to run away is not i scared. But i feel i don't wanna waste my time running around hospital. it's a nightmare from young till now. Forget about this then. I'm have changed my looks after my army. I've slim down and even not the nerdy look anymore. Nowadays, people can't even recognize me while walking across me. I have tried to change myself in this past one year. Honestly speaking I've change lot, even my 9yrs bff "Shawn" told me that he can't understand me well right. i might look simple but inside my heart it's much more complicated. but my personality are still the same: friendly, kind, helpful and etc.