LOST COMMUNICATION WITH EVERYONE EVEN PARENT !
due to the previous post, im not saying you..
i just write what i think!...
i know you wont die because of me! haha.
today the doctor took out so much blood from me!..
going for blood test!
i think i going to die soon.. haha
now only i can say DAMN WEAK :(
today told my mum about the school fees increasing!
she answer me back alot of things i dun want to hear! LOL.
i want to let her know, you are my mum and i'm your son~
i really need your help this time...
and this must be your parent job, why always im the one who thinking of it.
seriously how im going to earn more den 10 thousand dollar for everything!
and is cannot be one! wth..
i just only 20 years old..
a very young boy/guy sia!
and i really must do all the things or do all the father stuffs.
i fucking hate this...
you are my parent, i really need your support and money...
but i can't say it loud... there will be a war if i say it loud.. haha
things i want, i will always earn it by myself..
im not born in the golden spoon or wooden spoon.
i think is a STONE spoon. haha
im just a normal spoon lah..
guys, i saying out nasty words or words that can hurt you guys so sorry..
i dun mean that! you all know that??! haha.
i really wanna let you GOD know what i need.
i try my fucking best doing things that everyone dun really need to do...
GOD, i can dun go heaven, but just ended my life if still carry on this! haha.
i really hope someone will help to support my "NEEDs"..
"WANTs", i will support it by myself..
i will returning back one..haha.
today damn sux.. over slept, was waiting cab for 20 mins!
the taxi driver eye damn cock.. putting the green light still dun stop.
almost got 6 to 7 cab is the same..
can earn money still dun want..
still got jaming.. cab fare going to reach $30.
dunno why all of they must wait after 7am den they will stop..
walau. ni na de lah..
fucker wilson heng, while i was resting in office.
he took my phone and see every of my message.
and still tell everyone! FUCKER FUCKER FUCKER!
yeah, today fell out early, after seeing the doctor.
my sir let me going back home.. :)
i was at reading book at Enous interchange...
i was talking to myself while looking at the mirror!
i going to insane soon!~
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One Republic - Secrets
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

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