AR~
today is my off day! the whole day staying at home helping my mum doing housework! yesterday night help my mum friend move the old stuff to their so call new house! its damn dusty, my whole body was so itch after that... tomorrow still need to go back camp! so boring! sometime i thinking NS is wasting my time... ok! go NS, i really learn alot of things.. like exmple, i learn how see alot kind of people in whole place! but i also lost alot of my time! in this two years! i really can go work part time and also go and study and gain experience of my skill in drawing! in NS i really dun have any mood to go and practice any things... always after work, go back home i'm so tired... i hate that life.. everytime need to worrying about money issue.. wish the sky will drop lot lot of money but its so stupid to think like tat! really freaking tired... i really wish there is someone who can be my listener, but i'm can't... some of the things i can't tell any outsider.. haiz! after my NS i really need to work and study very hard to get what i want... i really wanna go NAFA study but again worrying the money issue! but i have already book a place in temasek poly can start school in april 2010 or 2011~ i think i really going study in poly... haiz!~i should go iron my cloth...